Present from her Yesterday

Yesterday was our second date xDDDDD. I didn't expect that Alia can keep up with my momentum yesterday plus I feel bad cause I didn't manage to bring her to the library though :(. But still I'll bring her again to that place someday I WILL! Yesterday she bought me a present......I don't care how much does it cost! What's important is that she bought it for me! FOR ME! hahahhahaa I really like that gift. Don't laugh if I said that I bring that gift on my bed and sleep together with it hehehehhee. Yea yea I'm childish so Be it!. Here I gonna put a pics of that gift that she bought for me:)

Me love her! Yeayer!!!!!

Hey it's been a while since I updated my blog. Today I would like to post a blog about her again. We both already couple for 19 days and I'm so happy with her all this time. Like I said she is my dream girl. Lotsa good thing happen during these 19 day but there is some bad thing as well like.......when both of us quarrel? But hey that is normal when we in a relationship rite? I really really love her and I really wish that one day I will wake up beside her. I miss her every single day and night. And I tell you one secret I've cried for her twice when I'm with her. First is because of her ex and second is because I miss her and when I see her I was so happy and out of sudden I cry. HAHAHAHHAHA shhhhhhh this is a secret ok. She is the best girl I've ever met and since she's kinda.....y'know interesting many guys always trying to flirt with her. I really really love her and I know she loves me but somehow.....when I remember bout my ex it makes me doubt on Alia. Sometimes I think whether Alia will lie to me just like how my ex did to me? Will she do the same thing to me like Deann and Aida? I'm scared to be honest I always been trick in a relationship and thats why sometimes I doubt Alia as well :(. Is not that I don't trust her after all what she did for me. Is just that the fear is still there inside of me and sometimes I hate myself for doubting her. I hope I can throw this feelings and love Alia even more and I will never ever repeat the same mistake like my father did.

My life changed after I met her

Hello! Well Im bored so I'm gonna write something today. Guess what Im already in a relationship with a girl called Alia Irina. I like her from last time but then.....something happen during that time but now she's already mine :) She is special to me. I have couple four times but this one is the best one ever. She understand me from inside and outside and she always give me moral support. She always care for me and smile. She even shed tears for me. She have done a lot of sacrifice for me and I don't want to waste her. I really glad because I met someone like her. She make me remember something important about life and I really appreciate it. It would be a lie if I said she change me. I change my attitude because of her. I can't stay as a delinquent or problematic betch for the rest of my life. I need to be a little bit more dicipline and need to learn how to control my temper oh yeah and I also need to learn how to be polite. To make it short for today she is my everything. Here some of our pics

One thing that annoys me

There is something that makes me feel so annoying and that is buisness!!! Trust me Im pissed off. The first timesomeone approach me I kena tipu and second time I ignore. Now when I join I feel annoyed because of everything!!! I shouldn't join in the first place! Why am I so stupid to join this buisness!!! Those people from above why can't they understand my situation?!!! As if like they only call me bro because they want me to find prospect and yes both gain benefits but you will gain more then me trust me! Mcm tak faham bahasa. The reason I join because my friend danish say this work can do anytime and yes it pulls my attention tp bila join upline pulak mcm ni! Mana aku tak panas! Im not blaming danish because he didn't ask me to join I personally find my upline and join this buisness. So it has nothing to do with him. Don't blame him!

Note for myself

Never ever talk to a girl who is taken because 1 little tiny misunderstand can cause a major misunderstanding and some people will think that you're flirting with them. It will a massive issue macam politik biarpun tak sengaja.

I moved on and will search for a new light

You mean a lot to me. I always burden you with my problems and cause you nothing but misery. You are so important to me because when my life is fill with darkness you apear in my life and you like a candle that is so bright until I can't even see my own shadow. Many gets in my way to win your heart. You told me bout your dad and your past and I really appreciate it because that was the first time you get out from a thick shell and exposed yourself to me. Sadly when things got out of hands between me,danish and fitri I lost my rational judgement on that time. I regret for deciding to ignores you and now that light won't be coming back even do I try my best to get close to you. I just want you to know I'm not the same old Aiman who always behave recklessly,anti-social,and always being negative towards everyone include myself. I won't be a burden anymore because from now on I can stand on my on without you any longer. At least now I know where I stand in your heart. It's ok I don't blame you. If only I fall in love with right now and not when I was an idiot.HAHAHAHAHA. Oh well the past is past. I will find my own happiness and I hope you will always stay happy and thanks for everything :) -Sincere Aiman-

Welcome to Neverland

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Somebody take me away :p
if you follow me you'll know, i promise
i will show you, in a fantasy like a fairytale
(come here girl)
everyday, tomorrows like today
money, love, fashion, fame
and all that's in between
 Nights without sleep,
throughout this night
tell the dj turn it up, up, up
and da, da, dance a little more
more nights, through more nights
i will be a boy forever and we stay forever young
(oh you)i will only go with you
(a fantasy that isn't far away)
to this word full of imagination
without an end, never end,
this is neverland
 Come on, come on, don't hesitate
and grab my hand
through the forest of buildings in the sky,
i will fly(fly)
everything you believe is reality
scattered beneath your feet
are hundreds of millions of stars
 Nights without sleep,
throughout this night
tell the dj turn it up, up, up
and da, da, dance a little more
more nights, through more nights
you will be a girl forever,
girl and we stay forever young
 (oh you)i will only go with you
(a fantasy that isn't far away)
to this word full of imagination
without an end, never end,
this is neverland
When you first open your eyes
you won't believe it
it's only i will say by your side
nobody will nag at you,
yeah. Just do it all my way
you, me and the dj
dancing till the break of dawn
no, no never gonna stop now,
turn it up, let's party on
 I will only go with you
(a fantasy that isn't far away)
to this word full of imagination
without an end, never end,
this is neverland
 Without an end, never end,
this is neverland