Hey it's been a while since I updated my blog. Today I would like to post a blog about her again. We both already couple for 19 days and I'm so happy with her all this time. Like I said she is my dream girl. Lotsa good thing happen during these 19 day but there is some bad thing as well like.......when both of us quarrel? But hey that is normal when we in a relationship rite? I really really love her and I really wish that one day I will wake up beside her. I miss her every single day and night. And I tell you one secret I've cried for her twice when I'm with her. First is because of her ex and second is because I miss her and when I see her I was so happy and out of sudden I cry. HAHAHAHHAHA shhhhhhh this is a secret ok. She is the best girl I've ever met and since she's kinda.....y'know interesting many guys always trying to flirt with her. I really really love her and I know she loves me but somehow.....when I remember bout my ex it makes me doubt on Alia. Sometimes I think whether Alia will lie to me just like how my ex did to me? Will she do the same thing to me like Deann and Aida? I'm scared to be honest I always been trick in a relationship and thats why sometimes I doubt Alia as well :(. Is not that I don't trust her after all what she did for me. Is just that the fear is still there inside of me and sometimes I hate myself for doubting her. I hope I can throw this feelings and love Alia even more and I will never ever repeat the same mistake like my father did.
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