Wednesday, November 30, 2011

Present from her Yesterday

Yesterday was our second date xDDDDD. I didn't expect that Alia can keep up with my momentum yesterday plus I feel bad cause I didn't manage to bring her to the library though :(. But still I'll bring her again to that place someday I WILL! Yesterday she bought me a present......I don't care how much does it cost! What's important is that she bought it for me! FOR ME! hahahhahaa I really like that gift. Don't laugh if I said that I bring that gift on my bed and sleep together with it hehehehhee. Yea yea I'm childish so Be it!. Here I gonna put a pics of that gift that she bought for me:)

Me love her! Yeayer!!!!!

Hey it's been a while since I updated my blog. Today I would like to post a blog about her again. We both already couple for 19 days and I'm so happy with her all this time. Like I said she is my dream girl. Lotsa good thing happen during these 19 day but there is some bad thing as well like.......when both of us quarrel? But hey that is normal when we in a relationship rite? I really really love her and I really wish that one day I will wake up beside her. I miss her every single day and night. And I tell you one secret I've cried for her twice when I'm with her. First is because of her ex and second is because I miss her and when I see her I was so happy and out of sudden I cry. HAHAHAHHAHA shhhhhhh this is a secret ok. She is the best girl I've ever met and since she's kinda.....y'know interesting many guys always trying to flirt with her. I really really love her and I know she loves me but somehow.....when I remember bout my ex it makes me doubt on Alia. Sometimes I think whether Alia will lie to me just like how my ex did to me? Will she do the same thing to me like Deann and Aida? I'm scared to be honest I always been trick in a relationship and thats why sometimes I doubt Alia as well :(. Is not that I don't trust her after all what she did for me. Is just that the fear is still there inside of me and sometimes I hate myself for doubting her. I hope I can throw this feelings and love Alia even more and I will never ever repeat the same mistake like my father did.

Saturday, November 19, 2011

My life changed after I met her

Hello! Well Im bored so I'm gonna write something today. Guess what Im already in a relationship with a girl called Alia Irina. I like her from last time but then.....something happen during that time but now she's already mine :) She is special to me. I have couple four times but this one is the best one ever. She understand me from inside and outside and she always give me moral support. She always care for me and smile. She even shed tears for me. She have done a lot of sacrifice for me and I don't want to waste her. I really glad because I met someone like her. She make me remember something important about life and I really appreciate it. It would be a lie if I said she change me. I change my attitude because of her. I can't stay as a delinquent or problematic betch for the rest of my life. I need to be a little bit more dicipline and need to learn how to control my temper oh yeah and I also need to learn how to be polite. To make it short for today she is my everything. Here some of our pics